It's getting to the point where it is difficult for me to write something that my friends and family wont find, read, and make dumb ol' comments on. That may sound strange, but honestly sometimes I want to write something to a random audience which neither is likely to read it nor actually give a damn if they do. So lucky you.

thoughts on my mind today...

Dating sites don't work for me. Then again, I only can afford the free ones. I'm bad enough at attracting a gal in person so why I thought I'd fair better online is beyond me. I am increasingly tired of fitting into the "lonely man cry for love and has none" category. Tired of whining about too. I doubt it's my fault that I am alone, although I do wonder sometimes. Today I talked to a Chinese girl I was set up with months back. I had been suspicious that she did not like me the way the matchmaker had told, and today's conversation made it clear we were just friends. The chick before her, I thought I clicked with rather well. But she has a strong desire to live in London and so three weeks later she was. The chick before that, well- I guess she was too young for me. It's amazing the difference five years and a seriously broken heart can make. Unlike her, I don't need to feel like I could spend the rest of my life with a person, or even have a crush on a girl to try and ask her out. I've learned crushes lead only to needless pain and nowhere else. Under the crush spell one does not act normal, she doesn't see the real person and refuses one's advance. It's a pretty shitty deal if you ask me.

Free ipods and broken guitars are nice.

Finding cool vintage typewriters for dirt cheap is fun.

No job + credit debt is not a fun situation to be in.





Hmm, craig furgison is on the tv. I think it's time for a bit of boose and TV.